Thursday, December 30, 2010

Maybe someday....

Why is it, when you get married, people assume you should get pregnant right away. I think I her at least three or four times a week when are you and Scott going to start a family. Are you pregnant yet? Etc. Etc.

Scott and I are currently not planning on having children. Scott states he doesn't want kids, and I was told a few years ago, that I may not be able to have children. I was diagnosed with PCOS. So, with that I have come to grips with the fact that I may or may not be able to have children.

As some of you might think, well there's always adoption or fostering children, which is very true, and in a few years, we might look into something like that. However I am also not convinced that I can't have children, so until proven wrong, I will like to see what happens.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

What a crazy year this has been!


October 10, 2010 : I became Mrs. Scott Brewster. The weather was overcast and rainy, but if you know me, then you would know that I LOVE THE RAIN! So, it was a perfect day! The ceromony was short and sweet and the reception was very laid back, and fun. That night a group of my friends and coworkers went out drinking to celebrate our marriage.


October 12, 2010 : Scott and I left on our Honeymoon, we woke up to our car being decorated with "Just Married" on the back window, (On the wedding day due to the rain noone got a hold of the car). It took us about 7 hours, but made it to Aberdeen, WA. We stopped along White Pass a ton to take pictures, and have a good time. That night we checked into the hotel, grab a bite to eat at Billy's and we both ate Yak for the first time.


October 13, 2010: We woke up in the morning and headed into Ocean Shores, WA where we went to the beach and walked and took pictures. It was a great time! We ate lunch, and then walked around to the different shops. Scott found a shop that had wooden games, and he was given a challenge, which he could give up. After about 2 1/2 hours he finally put it down, and we left the store. We drove up the coast to Pacific Ocean and ate dinner and found a private beach to watch the sunset.


7pm, the phone call I will never forget. We got back to the hotel room, and I logged into Facebook to post pictures from the day, and saw a message from my mom, stating to call my dad's phone ASAP. So, I called them, and got some devastating news. My cousin Lance Cpl. Phillip Vinnedge-19 was killed by a roadside IED after only being in Afghanistan for 16 days.


I ended up drinking a few glasses of champange, and took an anxiety medication to help calm me down after this phone call. Which helped me fall asleep for the night.


October 14, 2010: I wanted to go home, I didn't want to stay in Aberdeen and finish the honeymoon, but I knew I needed to continue with my life. Even though I was hurting, and not being around my family really sucked during this time. I sucked it up, and we went to Westport, where we got to see cranberry bogs, which was so neat to see. Also helped me keep my mind clear.


October 15, 2010: Ocean Shores again, Scott had to complete the said wooden puzzle challenge, which he was able to do. So, there is a picture in a little shop of Scott and I and he got to get the puzzle for free.


October 16, 2010: Headed home, by way of Mount St. Helen's, which was my first time being there. It was so amazing seeing the distruction of what the mountain did in 1980. That night we went to the Detloff's place for a huge party/bonfire. So much fun!


Two months later, we are still happily married!